Change in the wind

Within these next few days I'll be approaching a cross roads. This weekend is becoming more and more difficult for me, and I'm not sure what I want to do. It just feels like I'm leaving too much unattended here. When I go home I will not be able to help Jared and Yusuke move into our new apartment, I'll be forfeiting two roles that I wanted to do here, and most importantly of all I'll be losing the chance to develop some relationships that I really feel haven't gotten as much attention as they deserve. No one is going to hire me for a job though; I still have the national fight directors workshop on July 30th. Home is really where I need to be. Bah! What do I do?